Yes, that.
The realisation that you like someone; whole-heartedly enjoy everything about them, paired with the knowledge that you’ll never be smart, clever or witty enough, never more than a vaguely flattering nuisance. Yes, that.
I have a gallant Pin-box,
The like you ne’er did see,
It is where never was the pox
Something above me knee…
O’tis a gallant Pin-box
You never saw the peer;
Then Ile not leave my Pin-box
For fifty pound a year.
- From deep inside The Female Eunuch
Spectacular beauty. I sincerely believe the world has never seen a more beautiful women that Elizabeth Taylor.